Fuck the square dude

fucking idiotic square dude is such a dickhead.. who the fuck txts that hes not coming for a pick up , 20 mins before suppose to leave.. WTF.. idiot..

haunting nightmare

Freking hell. past memories haunt you forever.. yesterday a dreamt of someone and everything that was bad about it refreshed it self in my memory.. and teh worst case scenarios.. panda is emoing today ...

For that someone

the days grow darker as time passes
you the were one that made it brighter
the one that made me smile
the one that made me laugh
you were the one i would love 
the one i would care for
the one i would grow with
now without you i have lost my bearings
like a ship lost at sea without wind
castaway on a lonely island
wishing for you
longing for you
its funny how in life 
love is the hardest hurdle 
and in life
theres happiness
and theres sadness
there will be butterfly's
there will be bumps
but it always is beter
when theres someone with u
every step of the way
i want to be that someone for you
and u to be that someone for me
the special someone.....
someone i love 
someone i would miss
someone i can kiss
someone i can hold......
u are that special someone for me.


-reggie

first rant

i need a serious holiday. or someone to organised my things for me.. my memory sucks.. what i need is a freaking smart phone. hahaha

anyway, being forced to see the love (ex) of ur life slip away from you due to your errors, is painful enough. but having to see her everyday because she goes to the same university. now thats harsh. trying to forget is really hard . the day u think u have forgotten, u get a glimpse of her even if u dont want to, and everything floods back.. this sucks. turning me into an emo panda just doodling around .. 

besides that.. freaking local skate politics are so freaking stupid.. im suprised they are not working for the gov. and the attitude of local skaters.. SUCKS. big time. wheres the passion, the drive, the competetiveness ? games of skate dont count.. im talking about skating hard. trying new stuff. skating hand rails. ? 

filming a full dvd production is also really stressfull. planning helps , but when people dont even bother to show up to meetings, what can i do ? like i said. attitude of malaysian skaters sucks big time..

thats all for now.. 

more rants later.

Emo Panda