anyway, being forced to see the love (ex) of ur life slip away from you due to your errors, is painful enough. but having to see her everyday because she goes to the same university. now thats harsh. trying to forget is really hard . the day u think u have forgotten, u get a glimpse of her even if u dont want to, and everything floods back.. this sucks. turning me into an emo panda just doodling around ..
besides that.. freaking local skate politics are so freaking stupid.. im suprised they are not working for the gov. and the attitude of local skaters.. SUCKS. big time. wheres the passion, the drive, the competetiveness ? games of skate dont count.. im talking about skating hard. trying new stuff. skating hand rails. ?
filming a full dvd production is also really stressfull. planning helps , but when people dont even bother to show up to meetings, what can i do ? like i said. attitude of malaysian skaters sucks big time..
thats all for now..
more rants later.
Emo Panda
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